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hanging by a thread [ii]

im dragging a heavy heart with everything thats happened within these past few months.. im questioning who my actual friends are, i don’t feel like im up to par in dance, my “love life” seems like a fantasy/illusion, and my family feels like its a never ending problem. 

i miss the passion, love, drive and rush dance has given me since i learned my first step. now, it seems like everything is bleak. now i only lust in dance. like im only using it like a hoe and i don’t care about it as much as i thought or did before. in the moment it only intrigues me, but do i want to stay with it? is my commitment as genuine and pure as it was before? or am i just having an affair with it? im not cheating on dance, but i am cheating my feelings for it. i don’t think i deserve to dance, unless my full heart is into it. im so sorry… 

having a heavy heart in this house.. i can’t stay much longer.

i can’t get in between you and her..

you both have so much history..  but i think it would be hard for me if she really needs you and you’re the only one that can help her when she needs it. how can i get in between you and her if what i see is that you still care and love her. i think you’re not over her. you may be so mad at her, but i don’t think that stopped you from loving her. please don’t let me waste your time. 

(Source: alwaysinfinityxoxo, via jaameezeey)

on repeat. 

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"You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love sun, but you seek shade when it is shining. You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your window. So that’s why I’m scared when you say you love me."

Bob Marley

n-o-s-t-a-l-g-i-a-noise:

You Make Me Wanna… — Usher

you’re quite inspiring..

i must admit, you have a certain je ne sais quoi i cant seem to pin point. i haven’t missed anyone for a while, and when i started to miss you, i became scared or worried. the feeling was way too familiar to forget, and i’ve been trying to keep myself from straying into that section for a long time. but i hope you prove all my theories wrong about all the other guys. i pray you’re different. 

oh happy days :)

lalalalalalala 

hmm<3 

:) 

thank you..

• for the meaningful texts
• the sweet talks
• the big smiles
• long conversations
• the random & funny topics
• for the fun laughs
• the lovely compliments
• the amazing time and effort

you made me feel so special and im so thankful for it. i pray for a day where we can meet and be our selves without any obstacles or worries. i miss you everyday and you will always be someone special to me.

…thank you.  

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